The Time for Seeking is Over.
The Journey of Remembrance Begins.
A 60-Day Live, Guided Initiation into the Heart of Remembering the Self.
We begin January 1, 2026
Have you been seeking for years,
only to find yourself walking in circles?
You’ve read the books. You’ve sat in the meditations. You’ve listened to the gurus. You have collected a mountain of spiritual information, and you have felt the profound truth in it.
And yet… something is missing.
A quiet ache of disconnection persists. The same frustrating patterns repeat in your life, no matter how much you "know." You feel like an actor playing the part of a spiritual person, while a deeper, more authentic Self remains just out of reach, behind a veil you can’t seem to part.
This is the experience of The Great Forgetting. It is the illusion that you are broken, separate, and in need of fixing. It is the loop of seeking outside of yourself for the truth that is, and has always been, waiting within.
If you are tired of the loop. If you are weary of seeking. If you are ready to stop learning and start living the truth… then you are in the right place.
The Answer is Not More Information.
It is Embodied Transformation.
What if the final step of your journey was not to acquire something new, but to remember what you have always been? What if the path home was not a concept to be understood, but a frequency to be embodied?
This is the promise of Remembering the Self. And it is the core of the 60-Day Guided Journey.
I have created this journey as a sacred container—a crucible for profound and lasting transformation. This is not another online course to be consumed. It is a live, guided, ceremonial initiation designed to move this work from the pages of the book into the very cells of your body.
For 60 consecutive days, we will walk together. You will be held in a field of intention, accountability, and loving guidance. You will not be alone in your process. You will be witnessed, supported, and guided every step of the way.
This is your invitation to finally stop seeking, and begin the art of being real.
What Awaits You on the 60-Day Guided Journey?
PILLAR 1:
The Daily Practice
For 60 days, you will receive guidance for one practice from my book, The Esu Transmissions Book 1, Remembering the Self. This is the heartbeat of our journey—a daily rhythm of remembrance that takes only 10-15 minutes but will anchor you in your truth and create unstoppable momentum.
PILLAR 2:
The Weekly Live Transmissions
Every Wednesday for 90 minutes, we gather as a group. I will personally guide you deeper into the week’s themes, offer a live teaching and transmission, and hold space for your questions and shares. These nine live calls are the alchemical fire of our journey.
PILLAR 3:
The Digital Study Companion
Your private, 75-page vessel for this journey. More than a workbook, it is a sacred space to record your insights, track your progress through the Seven Gates of Emotional Alchemy, and witness your own evolution in real time.
PILLAR 4:
The Private Community
You will be invited into a dedicated, private space away from the noise of social media. Here, you can connect with your fellow travelers, share your experiences in a safe container, and be mirrored in the truth of your process.
This Journey is a Resounding YES for You If…
You have read Remembering the Self (or other spiritual works) and crave a deeper, more integrated experience.
You feel a profound calling to move from intellectual understanding to embodied wisdom.
You are ready to commit to a daily practice and show up for your own evolution.
You are tired of feeling stuck in old patterns and are ready for a true pattern interrupt.
You long for a community of like-minded souls and the guidance of an experienced teacher.
You are willing to be radically honest with yourself and walk through the fire of transformation.
With Love, This Journey is NOT for You If…
You are looking for a passive experience or a quick fix.
You are not willing to commit to a 10-15 minute daily practice for 60 days.
You are not willing to purchase the physical copy of The Esu Transmissions, Book I, which is required for the journey.
You are looking for psychological advice or therapy (this is a spiritual, not a clinical, container).
You are not open to deep self-inquiry and confronting uncomfortable truths.
THE 60-DAY GUIDED
JOURNEY
Remembering the Self
COMPLETE DAILY PRACTICE SCHEDULE
January 1 – March 1, 2026
How to Use This Schedule
This schedule is your roadmap for the next 60 days. Each day, you will:
- Read the assigned chapter in The Esu Transmissions, Book I: Remembering the Self
- Complete the daily practice (Foundational, Embodiment, or Contemplative)
- Journal your reflections in your Study Companion
- Engage with the community in our private Telegram group
LIVE CALL SCHEDULE
All calls are 90 minutes | Zoom link provided in welcome email
| Call # | Day | Date | Time |
|---|---|---|---|
| Call 1 | Day 7 | Wednesday, January 7 | 7:00 PM CET |
| Call 2 | Day 14 | Wednesday, January 14 | 7:00 PM CET |
| Call 3 | Day 21 | Wednesday, January 21 | 7:00 PM CET |
| Call 4 | Day 28 | Wednesday, January 28 | 7:00 PM CET |
| Call 5 | Day 35 | Wednesday, February 4 | 7:00 PM CET |
| Call 6 | Day 42 | Wednesday, February 11 | 7:00 PM CET |
| Call 7 | Day 49 | Wednesday, February 18 | 7:00 PM CET |
| Call 8 | Day 56 | Wednesday, February 25 | 7:00 PM CET |
| Final Call | Day 60 | Sunday, March 1 | 7:00 PM CET |
PART I
The Map of Illusion | Days 1–30
| Day | Chapter | Practice | Type | |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| 1 | Thu, Jan 1 | Ch 1: The Call | The Call to Remember | Foundational |
| 2 | Fri, Jan 2 | Ch 1: The Call | The Anchor of Breath | Embodiment |
| 3 | Sat, Jan 3 | Ch 1: The Call | Witnessing the Forgetting | Contemplative |
| 4 | Sun, Jan 4 | Ch 2: The Great Forgetting | The Mask of Identity | Foundational |
| 5 | Mon, Jan 5 | Ch 2: The Great Forgetting | The Body as Oracle | Embodiment |
| 6 | Tue, Jan 6 | Ch 2: The Great Forgetting | The Loop of Seeking | Contemplative |
| 7 | Wed, Jan 7 LIVE CALL 1 |
Ch 3: The Mask | The Program of Separation | Foundational |
| 8 | Thu, Jan 8 | Ch 3: The Mask | Feeling the Mask | Embodiment |
| 9 | Fri, Jan 9 | Ch 3: The Mask | The Fear Beneath the Mask | Contemplative |
| 10 | Sat, Jan 10 | Ch 4: The Loop | Witnessing the Loop | Foundational |
| 11 | Sun, Jan 11 | Ch 4: The Loop | The Body's Loop | Embodiment |
| 12 | Mon, Jan 12 | Ch 4: The Loop | The Seeker's Paradox | Contemplative |
| 13 | Tue, Jan 13 | Ch 5: The Program | The Program of Worthiness | Foundational |
| 14 | Wed, Jan 14 LIVE CALL 2 |
Ch 5: The Program | Feeling Unworthiness | Embodiment |
| 15 | Thu, Jan 15 | Ch 5: The Program | Inherent Worthiness | Contemplative |
| 16 | Fri, Jan 16 | Ch 6: The Veil | Witnessing the Veil | Foundational |
| 17 | Sat, Jan 17 | Ch 6: The Veil | The Felt Sense of the Veil | Embodiment |
| 18 | Sun, Jan 18 | Ch 6: The Veil | Thoughts as Veil | Contemplative |
| 19 | Mon, Jan 19 | Ch 7: The Self | The True Self | Foundational |
| 20 | Tue, Jan 20 | Ch 7: The Self | The Self as Presence | Embodiment |
| 21 | Wed, Jan 21 LIVE CALL 3 |
Ch 7: The Self | The Self as Awareness | Contemplative |
| 22 | Thu, Jan 22 | Ch 8: The Soul Signature | The Soul Signature | Foundational |
| 23 | Fri, Jan 23 | Ch 8: The Soul Signature | Feeling the Soul Signature | Embodiment |
| 24 | Sat, Jan 24 | Ch 8: The Soul Signature | Remembering Your Signature | Contemplative |
| 25 | Sun, Jan 25 | Ch 9: The Gameboard of Creation | The Gameboard of Creation | Foundational |
| 26 | Mon, Jan 26 | Ch 9: The Gameboard of Creation | The Body as Player | Embodiment |
| 27 | Tue, Jan 27 | Ch 9: The Gameboard of Creation | Sacred Play | Contemplative |
| 28 | Wed, Jan 28 LIVE CALL 4 |
Ch 10: Being Real | The Practice of Being Real | Foundational |
| 29 | Thu, Jan 29 | Ch 10: Being Real | The Body of Realness | Embodiment |
| 30 | Fri, Jan 30 | Ch 10: Being Real | Integration of Part I | Contemplative |
PART II
The Art of Being Real | Days 31–60
| Day | Chapter | Practice | Type | |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| 31 | Sat, Jan 31 | Ch 11: The Practice of Presence | The Practice of Presence | Foundational |
| 32 | Sun, Feb 1 | Ch 11: The Practice of Presence | The Body as Presence | Embodiment |
| 33 | Mon, Feb 2 | Ch 11: The Practice of Presence | The Timeless Now | Contemplative |
| 34 | Tue, Feb 3 | Ch 12: The Gates of Emotional Alchemy | The Gates of Emotional Alchemy | Foundational |
| 35 | Wed, Feb 4 LIVE CALL 5 |
Ch 12: The Gates of Emotional Alchemy | Feeling Emotions Fully | Embodiment |
| 36 | Thu, Feb 5 | Ch 12: The Gates of Emotional Alchemy | The Teaching of Emotions | Contemplative |
| 37 | Fri, Feb 6 | Ch 13: The Art of Feeling Fully | The Art of Feeling Fully | Foundational |
| 38 | Sat, Feb 7 | Ch 13: The Art of Feeling Fully | Sensation Without Story | Embodiment |
| 39 | Sun, Feb 8 | Ch 13: The Art of Feeling Fully | Becoming the Feeling | Contemplative |
| 40 | Mon, Feb 9 | Ch 14: The Belief Creation System | The Belief Creation System | Foundational |
| 41 | Tue, Feb 10 | Ch 14: The Belief Creation System | Feeling Beliefs in the Body | Embodiment |
| 42 | Wed, Feb 11 LIVE CALL 6 |
Ch 14: The Belief Creation System | Questioning Beliefs | Contemplative |
| 43 | Thu, Feb 12 | Ch 15: The Game Keys of Being | The Ten Game Keys | Foundational |
| 44 | Fri, Feb 13 | Ch 15: The Game Keys of Being | Embodying a Game Key | Embodiment |
| 45 | Sat, Feb 14 | Ch 15: The Game Keys of Being | Playing with the Keys | Contemplative |
| 46 | Sun, Feb 15 | Ch 16: The Practice of Flow | The Practice of Flow | Foundational |
| 47 | Mon, Feb 16 | Ch 16: The Practice of Flow | The Body in Flow | Embodiment |
| 48 | Tue, Feb 17 | Ch 16: The Practice of Flow | The Yes of Flow | Contemplative |
| 49 | Wed, Feb 18 LIVE CALL 7 |
Ch 17: The Return to Wholeness | The Return to Wholeness | Foundational |
| 50 | Thu, Feb 19 | Ch 17: The Return to Wholeness | The Body of Wholeness | Embodiment |
| 51 | Fri, Feb 20 | Ch 17: The Return to Wholeness | Including All Parts | Contemplative |
| 52 | Sat, Feb 21 | Ch 18: The Kingdom Within | The Kingdom Within | Foundational |
| 53 | Sun, Feb 22 | Ch 18: The Kingdom Within | The Body as Kingdom | Embodiment |
| 54 | Mon, Feb 23 | Ch 18: The Kingdom Within | The Kingdom Everywhere | Contemplative |
| 55 | Tue, Feb 24 | Ch 19: Living as Love | Living as Love | Foundational |
| 56 | Wed, Feb 25 LIVE CALL 8 |
Ch 19: Living as Love | The Vibration of Love | Embodiment |
| 57 | Thu, Feb 26 | Ch 19: Living as Love | I Am Love | Contemplative |
| 58 | Fri, Feb 27 | Ch 20: The Art of Divine Play | The Art of Divine Play | Foundational |
| 59 | Sat, Feb 28 | Ch 20: The Art of Divine Play | The Body at Play | Embodiment |
| 60 | Sun, Mar 1 FINAL CALL |
Ch 20: The Art of Divine Play | Integration and Celebration | Integration |
Practice Types
Foundational Practices establish core concepts and awareness
Embodiment Practices bring teachings into the body and felt experience
Contemplative Practices deepen understanding through reflection and inquiry
Your Guide on the Path: Esu
I am Esu. My own journey led me from the hollow halls of worldly success to a seven-year shamanic pilgrimage, where I was stripped of everything I thought I was, only to remember the truth of what I am.
My work is not born from theory, but from the fire of direct experience. I have walked the path of The Great Forgetting and found my way back to the art of being real. The teachings within Remembering the Self are the map I created on my own journey home.
In this 60-day journey, I will not be your guru. I will be your guide. I will hold the container, reflect your own wisdom back to you, and walk beside you with love, integrity, and an unwavering belief in the divinity that resides within you.
The Investment in Your Eternal Self
This is your invitation to step into a container of profound and lasting change.
Your investment in the 60-Day Guided Journey is a declaration to your soul that you are ready to come home.
The Complete 60-Day Guided Program (Value: Priceless)
9 x 90-Minute Live Weekly Transmissions with Esu (Value: €2,500)
The 75-Page Digital Study Companion & Integration Guide (Value: €97)
Private, Dedicated Community & Support (Value: €500)
Lifetime Access to All Call Recordings (Value: €1,000)
Total Value:
Over €4,097
Your Investment Today:
One Payment of €1,000
Your Questions, Answered with Clarity
A: All live calls will be recorded and uploaded to our private member's area within 24 hours. You can watch them at your convenience and will have lifetime access to the recordings.
A: Yes. The daily practices refer to specific page numbers and sections of the physical book. The Study Companion is designed to be used alongside it. This is a non-negotiable requirement for the journey.
A: The daily practice itself is designed to be 15-30 minutes. We recommend allowing a total of 30-45 minutes for the practice and journaling in your Study Companion. Plus the 90-minute live call each week.
A: Due to the live nature and intimate container of this journey, we do not offer refunds. This policy is in place to honor the commitment of every soul who says yes. Please enroll with clarity and intention.
A: This journey is for those who have a sincere calling for truth, regardless of their experience level. However, it is recommended that you have read at least some of Remembering the Self before enrolling, as the daily practices build upon the teachings in the book.
A: All live calls will be hosted on Zoom. You will receive the Zoom link upon enrollment and again before each call.
A: Absolutely. This is a virtual program, and participants from all over the world are welcome. The live calls are at 7:00 PM CET, so please check what time that is in your timezone.
A: At this time, we are only offering one payment of €1,000. This helps maintain the energetic commitment and integrity of the container.
A: You can ask questions during the weekly live calls, post in the private community, or reach out via email. Esu and the support team are here to hold you throughout the journey.
The Journey of a Lifetime Begins January 1st.
Will You Walk It?
You have read the words. You have felt the transmission. You know, in your heart, whether this is for you.
If you are ready to stop seeking and start remembering… if you are ready to move this work from your bookshelf into your bones… if you are ready to be held in a sacred container of transformation for 60 days… then this is your moment.
We begin January 1, 2026.